The shadowy allure of gothic undertones fused with alternative experimental Rock
The shadowy allure of gothic undertones fused with alternative experimental Rock
Snow falling down
Would you find my trail
I left behind
For you now
Leading back to the place
It all began
Hear me now
It will melt away
It is getting late
Fading now
You will never know
Hear me now
Snow falling down
Would you find my trail
I left behind
For you now
Leading back to the place
It all began
Hear me now
It will melt away
It is getting late
Fading now
You will never know
No more now
Written and performed by Nico Groenendijk
(February 2025)

You walked up towards me and looked me in the eyes
Your smile did remind me of a slice of paradise
You asked my name I couldn't speak
I only knew the day of the week
So Tuesday was my name and it sounded pretty cool
Untill you asked me more I felt like such a fool
You asked my town I couldn't speak
I only knew that crater on the moon
You asked me if I liked it there I said it wasn't bad
You laughed a bit I sipped my drink and really couldn't think
You asked my age I couldn't speak
I only knew that symbol in Greek
You suddenly just grabbed my hand and said let's run away
I followed you like instinct through the bar into the rain
What happened next I couldn't tell
We are still together on this carousel
What happened next I couldn't tell
We are still together on this carousel
What happened next I couldn't tell
We are still together on this carousel
Written and performed by Nico Groenendijk
(March 2025)

How does it feel
When it’s broken now
When it’s over now
When I’m no one now
How does it feel
Being lonely now
Do you miss me now
When I’m no one now
Sunshine will always be the same
On a summers day
Sunshine will always be the same
On a winters day
How does it feel
When it’s broken now
When it’s over now
When I’m no one now
How does it feel
Being lonely now
Did you miss me now
Being no one now
Sunshine will always be the same
On a summers day
Sunshine will always be the same
On a winters day
Sunshine will always be the same
On a summers day
Sunshine will always be the same
On a winters day
Written and performed by Nico Groenendijk
(April 2025)

Always on the run
So little time
I don’t know how so many miles gone by
It almost felt so perfect
But really have to go
Always on the run
So little time
Something makes inside me
A plan to go
It draws a map with places I don’t know
It almost felt so perfect
But really have to go
Always on the run
So little time
Things I never meant were said so free
Darkness now surrounds the old oak tree
It almost felt so perfect
But really have to go
It shows a map with places
Places I don’t know
Always on the run
So little time
Written and performed by Nico Groenendijk
(May 2025)

Shadows on the curtains
Like never seen before
Can't help myself
Help myself
Fire flames and faces
Like never touched before
Can't help myself
Help myself
But you
Would you dare go inside my mind
Written and performed by Nico Groenendijk
(June 2025)

Curtains choked around my neck
To let the city in
People being rushed about
For work to take their skin
No one seems to care at all
Just keep off the track
Keep of the track just now
For now
Moans of pleasure through the wall
It blends these city sounds
Trains are rumbling down below
My day has just been found
No one seems to care at all
Just keep off the track
Keep of the track just now
For now
Lonely place I rest my case
It’s time to leave behind
My surrender from closed doors
A life for me to find
No one seems to care at all
Just keep off the track
Keep of the track just now
For now
Dreamy eyes in heels so high
She joined at level 3
Moving down by little box
To pay and drop her key
No one seems to care at all
Just keep off the track
Keep of the track just now
For now
Looking for the taxi stance
The rain hit hard outside
Join the crowd in city land
Until it’s last goodnight
No one seems to care at all
Just keep off the track
Keep of the track just now
For now
Written and performed by Nico Groenendijk
(July 2025)

Looking out on the river
Memories drifting by
It seems so easy
How wrong was I
Phoenix spread your wings
And fold them tight
No more escape now
Let’s burn tonight
Ashes from the sky
Make me born again
Things will be different
A new dawn again
Loneliness is a mirror
To mystify
It seems so easy
How wrong was I
Phoenix spread your wings
And fold them tight
No more escape now
Let’s burn tonight
Ashes from the sky
Make me born again
Things will be different
A new dawn again
Going back to the city
Happiness or die
It seems so easy
How wrong was I
Phoenix spread your wings
And fold them tight
No more escape now
Let’s burn tonight
Ashes from the sky
Make me born again
Things won’t be different
Let’s burn again
Written and performed by Nico Groenendijk
(August 2025)

Did I see you standing
On the bridge of despair
Such a misty morning
With no one to be there
Your hair all dripping wet
Did I see you looking down down down
Guess you couldn't see the ground below
From this God forbidden town
You might have felt my heart
Beating faster just for you
This world of dissolution
You must have seen it too
Tears so full of sadness
Like you never taste before
Suddenly there was nothing
Only mist forever more
Did I saw you standing
On the bridge of despair
Such a sunny morning
Never to be there
Written and performed by Nico Groenendijk
(September 2025)

Have you ever felt the rain
Did it always feel the same
So naive you could not see
Like a blindfold between you and me
Have you ever felt the rain
Did it always feel the same
So naive I could not see
Like a blindfold between you and me
So today you let us go
Was our friendship just a show
So naive we could not see
Like a blindfold between you and me
You and me
Have I ever felt the rain
Things won't ever feel the same
But each time when it rains
Something nice of you remains
Remains remains
Written and performed by Nico Groenendijk
(November 2025)

You called me Friday late at night
Certainly the strangest call I ever had
Yes I’m a millionaire
You really liked my company
No more shady places to be
Yes I’m a millionaire
Since then we had a Mocha together
You had to start work and put on some leather
Yes I’m a millionaire
We kissed against your boundary wall
You came so close I couldn’t breathe at all
Yes I’m a millionaire
Yes baby I’m a millionaire
Yes baby I’m a millionaire
But only for you
Weeks gone by I still remember
Your excitement when I told you in October November
I’m a millionaire
Yes baby I’m a millionaire
Yes baby I’m a millionaire
But only for you
Yes baby I’m a millionaire
Yes baby I’m a millionaire
Yes baby I’m a millionaire
But only for you
Written and performed by Nico Groenendijk
(December 2025)